[There it is, 'dear' again. Sakusa grins to himself at the pet name while petting Ushijima through his underwear. It'd be so easy to be quick about this, but that doesn't fit into the roleplay. No, he needs to take it slow, really indulge the man in front of him, who was just as perfect as the fantasy and deserved every part of it.
Sakusa's long fingers slip into the waistband and follow the length down to his balls, where he cups them and begins petting the soft pair. His free hand eagerly twitches as he finally pulls down the waistbands, and Sakusa stares when Ushijima's cock bobs free off its confines right at his eye level. It smells amazing and looks even better. He can't wait to suck it...]
I've waited a long time for this.
[He admits it in the same tone he'd been using all along, but this remark is sincere. Since he'd had the cock inside of him, he had touched himself, fantasized, and, hell, dreamed about sucking it. He smiles at it, then smiles back at Ushijima, pressing the cock against the softest part of his cheek and then turn turning to place three open-mouthed kisses as his lips drag up the cock.
Sakusa connects his forefinger and thumb around Ushijima's balls and gently tugs at them just as he lavishes more kisses on the treat in front of his face. His first kisses are chaste and sweet, like the little pecks usually pressed into Ushijima's cheeks. The hand that had pulled down his clothes begins to knead into a thigh, grip becoming firmer at the same time those kisses take a sloppier turn.
Sakusa takes only the head into his mouth to keep it in place while lapping at the precum dribbling down the slit. Some of it continues to leak out the side of Sakusa's lips, mixed with drool of his own, but Sakusa licks that dry as well, then licks his lips clean in a manner that isn't entirely just for show. He's always liked bitter and salty, after all. Up to this point, his focus had been entirely on Ushijima's cock, but now he looks up again, hugging his cheek against the head of his cock.]
Mm... You taste good. [Sakusa's confession makes his own cheeks flush. Right, this is supposed to be play.] Honey.
[Embarrassment is a foreign concept to someone like Wakatoshi. He's not even sure if it's suitable to call what he feels now as embarrassment, honestly, as he's always associated that emotion with a certain level of discomfort -- which is far from what Sakusa's smooth fingers snaking down to his groin make him feel -- but the extra attention he's being given, the smile, the admission that Sakusa's wanted this for a long time...
It's embarrassing. Everything is embarrassing. How much this is affecting him. How much he likes this. How hard he already is...at this rate, it won't take much to make him come, something that Wakatoshi, and his stamina and control, can't help but feel a certain way about.
Wakatoshi blushes. Deep, hot, and all over. Any minute now, he's going to melt into the chair, he's sure of it. His hand comes over his face -- his eyes, mostly -- as if to protect Sakusa from this vulnerability. Not that it does much: his imagination's working overtime and his other senses are so hypersensitive, he can see what Sakusa's doing without having to watch him.]
Fuck, baby...
[Wakatoshi squirms, the motions making him sink into a slump and, unintentionally, pushing his cock further out into the humidity of Sakusa's mouth. Not too much, thankfully, but still enough for Wakatoshi to guiltily pull his hips back and mutter an apology.]
[Ushijima thrusting into his mouth takes him by surprise, but more surprisingly than that...Sakusa likes it. He closes his eyes and hums into the thrust, eyelashes fluttering as his eyes roll back and his mouth sinks deeper. It's the combination of the name, baby, and Ushijima unable to control himself.
Baby. It's odd, since such a soft, cute nickname is such an unsuitable thing for a man like Sakusa, who is more bone than muscle, and what muscle he has is firm and sinewy, not like the plush muscles Ushijima's sculpted. Yet hearing it fall from Ushijima's mouth heats Sakusa's cheeks and spurs on his desire to swallow Ushijima whole.
When he looks up, Ushijima is covering his face, and that simply won't do. He pulls off to snap, and a filmy line of saliva sticks to his bottom lip, still connecting it to Ushijima's cock.]
Hey. Look at me.
[Watching started this whole thing, so Sakusa can't help but feel like it's a waste if Ushijima doesn't do just that. Besides, his pride won't stand for it. He'd been acting his part of the cute housewife, and damn it if he doesn't give Ushijima a sight worth watching. His brows narrow as he gets to work again, this time sticking out his tongue and kitten licking along the slit before taking his cock back into his mouth.
Sakusa hollows out his cheeks and that's the only indication he gives before swallowing down as much length as he can manage. He maintains eye contact while sinking down the length, tongue flat against the underside and tracing the veins. Another 'mmmf,' is joined by a sloppy, wet pop as he begins bobbing his head up and down.
'So big,' Sakusa thinks, pleased, but his thoughts come out as a garbled 'hhh-hmmf.' The vibrations from his throat rouse Ushijima's cock, which in turn prompts Sakusa's hips to squirm in the seiza. His own breathing picks up, even though it's not his cock getting coated in saliva and enthusiasm, and his hand finally slips up from Ushijima's balls to the soft pubic hairs, where he digs and strokes where his mouth can't reach.
He breathes carefully and pulls off with a slurp, letting his hand take over for his mouth in the meantime. There's no coyness or show this time, Sakusa's tone hoarse and demanding. It's clear from his tone alone that he doesn't intend to keep his mouth empty for long.]
[Thankful that he hadn't done any damage with his thrusting, Ushijima tries -- oh, does he try -- to settle down in his seat and ride out this wave of pleasure that is threatening to crest within him as still as possible. This proves impossible right away, as 1) the vibrations of Sakusa's hum add another layer of sensation over him that have him on the verge of sobbing, and 2) Sakusa pulls away, and he really does end up sobbing. Low, though, as it's on the tail end of a piteous groan.
He pulls his hand away from his face, now blushing so hot and so fiercely it feels like it might bruise, and gazes down at Sakusa still knelt between his legs, beautiful as ever, still playing the role of a devoted housewife.
His mouth opens, prepared to offer up an apology, only for him to let out a strangled noise that he'd be embarrassed about later. The hand he'd been trying to hide under, unable to come over his face, latches hard onto the chair's armrest and squeezes tight as the rest of his body follows suite, practically lifting off the chair. Even his toes begin to curl.
Head thrown back and both eyes pinched shut, and he lets out a half-sob, half groan when presented with a choice. His mind feels like it's being split open and Sakusa wants him to answer properly?
His hips lift again, only slightly, and as he feels the head of his dick brushing at the back of Sakusa's throat, he can only silently hope for forgiveness.]
Your mouth... nngh, your mouth. Please. I want -- mmmn -- you to taste me. I want to taste you...
Please...
[Wakatoshi, practically out of his chair now and on the edge of reason, has to force himself back down.]
[The first time Ushijima's cock pushes into his throat, Sakusa nearly gags. He tears up immediately, but swallows upon contact, pushing through on effort alone. It's an intoxicatingly delightful burn, and one that is over before it begins.
It's beautiful, watching Ushijima come undone for him like this. He's a man so sincere that there's no other way to interpret his choked moans, his trembling thighs, his knuckle-white grip. Sakusa smirks while drinking it all in, not out of some sense of felling the infallible Ushijima, but from knowing that every delicious squirm and heave is his doing. He's accomplishing what he set out to do, and that is, for the first time perhaps ever, topped only by the sight before him.]
Of course, dear. Whatever you want.
[Sakusa kisses the leaking tip of Ushijima's cock as sweetly as he'd peck his cheek, and ensconces the head with his lips for a final time. Carefully tucking his teeth beneath his lips, Sakusa nods up and down the shaft, devouring Ushijima's cock in two deep inhales and tonguing at the bumps and ridges in tickle-soft strokes. He doesn't intend to stop until Ushijima's screaming his name this time.
Ushijima's trembling is so intense that Sakusa has to hold him down with both hands. His strength as a spiker proves an unexpected asset as he's barely able to restrain Ushijima from the waist down, and even then Ushijima's movements are spirited enough to jostle Sakusa's mouth and shoulders. Sakusa likes it better like that, the challenge of taking Ushijima apart enough to roll his eyes into his skull and make his hips jerk.
Sakusa's normally so controlled and precise, but he loses himself in his and Ushijima's body shivering as one, tongue sloppily swirling, rolling, and flicking as he tries to suck an orgasm out of his lover. He looks up through thick, dark eyelashes, eyes hooded in a lustful look that's equally focused and dazed. Ushijima looks, feels, and tastes so perfect like this, hot and hard in his mouth. He moans around it again, swallowing to hug all its width in his velvety soft heat.
It's not long before Sakusa sinks himself far enough for Ushijima's cock to push into his throat again, but this time he's more prepared, familiar with his own pace and the rhythm of Ushijima's hips fucking into his mouth. It's welcome, even, and so Sakusa closes his eyes, relaxes his jaw, and lets Ushijima fuck his face. He swallows along the girth diligently, little grunts of, "mmh, mmh, mmh!" barely sealing the spittle and precum drooling between his lips and down Ushijima's cock.
It should be impossible for Ushijima to get any thicker, yet his penis throbs in his mouth and Sakusa moans around it. He's close, Sakusa can tell. Their bodies rock in tandem at every thrust pushes against the back of his throat, and Sakusa swallows each and every time. He has to hold his boyfriend by his thighs just to keep his head in place, but the inertia of his movement keeps ruffling up the apron as Sakusa lets himself get face fucked. With Ushijima begging so beautifully with his words and body, Sakusa would be willing to give him anything.
Sakusa's moans grow erratic and loud as his mouth fills with the first taste of actual cum. It's alkaline and sharp, something that Sakusa revels in for its pristineness. The burn is intense, but nothing that Sakusa can't manage, especially when the cum starts pouring into his mouth as Ushijima roars beneath, above, and all around him. Sakusa holds him in place to drink him down, determined not to let even the smallest drip slip away from him. He sucks and sucks until Ushijima's thighs settle beneath him, and then he sucks again.
Sakusa pauses, breathes through his nose for a few minutes, and swallows down the remaining, sucking as he pulls off and then licking any residue off the shaft. He licks his own lips next, a small, "mmm," escaping him before he pets Ushijima's cock, gives it a kiss, and then tucks him back in with a zip. Sakusa remains kneeling between Ushijima's legs, leaning his sore jaw on one of those thighs, his voice mingled with a satisfied hum.]
[Part of Wakatoshi wishes he could say that once his dear lover gave him expressed permission, he came and it was nice and blissful and perfect, the end. Except that's just the tip of the iceberg and it doesn't do Sakusa and the literal magic he can create with his mouth any justice.
He doesn't remember the moment his orgasm truly begins or when it ends. Vaguely, he recalls his hips bucking and Sakusa kissing his dick, tongue and lips and all, before his trembling thighs are held down and the rest of his body jolts in protest, at first, then surrenders to the welcoming heat of Sakusa's mouth. He trembles all over, dick pulsing as his hips move up for the last time. Then it's too much and something within him crests, and he lets out a strangled sound, mouth open in a silent scream as he shoots his load and pumps his lover's mouth full.
He collapses back onto his chair, barely aware at that moment that he'd even lifted off of it, a panting and sweat-drenched mess. Though his eyes are halfway open and lifted towards the ceiling, he can't see anything except brilliant dots and the overhead lights. He's out of his mind, half out of his body, with relief flowing through and out of him.
Sometime after the numbness throughout begins to fade, Wakatoshi feels -- rather than sees -- Sakusa peck him and put him away, prompting him to glance down through the bangs plastered to his forehead, sticky with sweat.
Fuck, he's so beautiful.]
Haah...
[Chest still rising and falling so fast that it's downright embarrassing, Wakatoshi averts his gaze, attempts to sit up straighter. (And fails, on both counts.) His hand reaches out, cupping Sakusa's cheek, the thumb stroking across the shine of his lip and over his chin, fond and careful.]
...I did.
[The huskiness of his own voice sounds foreign to him. Nevertheless, he smiles, continues to stroke his lover's cheek.]
Didn't...realize how much I needed that. Thank you, sweetheart...
[A post-orgasm Ushijima is a beautiful sight, and Sakusa would be perfectly content to watch his orgasm pass, but watching Ushijima while being pet is simply top-tier. He practically purrs while leaning his cheek into his lover's hand.]
You're welcome, but you don't need to thank me. It's my duty to take care of you.
[It could be taken as play, but it's more fact than fiction. He takes his role as a boyfriend very seriously.
Sakusa shifts position to kiss the fingertips and then begins tilting his jaw to get Ushijima to pet him exactly where he wants it, smirking all the while. Knowing that he's brought Ushijima to this point brings a smug grin on his lips, but it twitches at the name. Not in a bad manner, no, never. To the contrary, Sakusa looks away, his lips flushing from a blush. He'd thought the names would stop as soon as Ushijima came, but he's reminded of how hard he is with the simple "sweetheart". It makes him want to smile out of endearment as much as it makes him want to frown out of embarrassment.
Opting to focus on getting himself off instead of how Ushijima might have converted him to his kink, he slides up and takes a seat on one of those strong, muscular thighs. It puts the apron on full display, complete with a tent right where his hips are.
Sakusa's not sure if he should keep the play up, but it's hard to think when he's ready to be ready. He leans in and kisses Ushijima's ear, giving it a quick nip.]
My turn. I'm in your care.
[He guides the hand that had been resting on his cheek beneath the apron, grinding it over his hard-on.]
[Brain on the verge of turning into mush, Wakatoshi can barely tell if Sakusa's declaration of duty is more along the lines of their play or if he's being completely and utterly honest with him. The fact that he can't even tell, or that either option is entirely plausible is, in a strange way, hot.
As he squirms around in his slumped, seated position and tries to regain basic motor skills -- that orgasm was too much too quick, apparently -- Wakatoshi allows his hand to continue petting Sakusa's cheek, the fingers caressing against the blemish-free skin and curling around the curve of his jaw with care and affection. Like he imagines a husband would to his doting wife. It's a sweet and heartwarming moment.
So, of course, Sakusa takes that opportunity to deposit himself right onto Wakatoshi's lap. It's not abrupt or surprising, but it does make him grunt out loud. Sakusa is lighter than he is, sure, but he's no waif, and Wakatoshi just came...
Instinctively and without a second thought, his large hands come up to Sakusa's waist, then trails down to the hem of the apron where they rub admiringly against the ruffles and fabric. It's of good quality, probably wouldn't rip unless Wakatoshi really tried; probably expensive, too. He wonders if Sakusa had purchased this for practicality or if he'd been curious enough to try something new with it on. Knowing him, it was simply to avoid getting the clothes beneath it dirty. Even so, it's worth every yen.
He sighs through barely parted lips as Sakusa guides his hand without protest. There's the unmistakeable bulge and his fingers wrap around it as best they can beneath the warmth of the apron's fabric, offering it a firm squeeze, plump and hot, against the calluses of his left hand.
His head tips back just enough so that he can peer through his lashes, trying to make eye contact with Sakusa.]
...kiss me.
[Rather than take what he wants, he waits for Sakusa to make the move. Somehow, he doubts Sakusa will -- he's even betting on the rejection. Kissing after swallowing every drop of someone's cum isn't exactly commonplace. It might even seem dirty. Wakatoshi doesn't mind, but he's curious...]
[It's his boyfriend's fantasy, but Sakusa's thighs tense in anticipation as Ushijima pets and fondles the ruffles before finally slipping beneath the apron. He leans on Ushijima's chest and rests his head against his shoulder, face buried into the crook of of his neck as Ushijima begins to grope him.
Sakusa slips the hand from the apron to properly feel up his man, murmuring quietly as he cuddles closer. Ushijima is comfortable to begin with, so it doesn't take long to get cozy and even less to respond to the warm, firm touching between his legs. His breath hitches while he massages that broad chest, acting just as much the part of spoiling the husband as it is him feeling up his boyfriend.
When Ushijima asks for the kiss... Sakusa stills. His instinct is to say no, of course. But this is Ushijima asking and if he's staying true to the role, he shouldn't refuse... So Sakusa might willing to entertain it. Still needs to properly remind Ushijima of the facts.]
Your penis was just in my mouth. I don't need to remind you that I swallowed.
[Fantasy or not, if Sakusa doesn't seem keen or simply doesn't want something, then Wakatoshi won't push for it. There are plenty of other ways to enjoy him, after all. Case in point: the way Sakusa's dick pulses beneath his fingers as he strokes him, none too gently, beneath the skirt of the apron, from root to tip; the way Sakusa tries desperately not to moan and breathes out hard against the heated, flush skin of Wakatoshi's neck.]
...if you do not want to, I wouldn't be offended. You're right, after all.
[He doesn't think Sakusa's mouth is gross. In fact, the words 'Sakusa' and 'gross' don't belong in the same sentence, unless said sentence is something to the effect of Sakusa is never gross.]
As long as I'm able to keep doing this...
[And by this Wakatoshi means jerking him off. Pretty tame compared to what they were just up to, but the fact that he's doing it beneath an apron skirt makes it a little more scandalous than it otherwise would be. His thumb circles the leaking head of Sakusa's cock, smearing the pre around then using it to slick his fingers up.]
[There comes a time in everybody's life where they make a choice so bold and daring that it unequivocally changes them forever. Sakusa thought those kinds of decisions were limited to picking up a volleyball for the first time, or switching from Kabi Killer to Magic Clean. Now, Sakusa can add kissing after giving a blowjob to that list.
Had he said no, it wouldn't have been such a significant moment, and for a second, Sakusa's mouth is open with, 'shame on you, that's gross,' ready to fall out his lips. The words get choked as his hips stutter into Ushijima's hand, what he was said replaced with an involuntary moan. It's Ushijima being sweet, offering him a blameless opportunity to opt out; it's the shameful and earnest way he agrees that yes, it is gross but had asked for it anyway; and it's his exclusive focus on Sakusa's pleasure, like he knows exactly how to take him apart best moment-by-moment.
The moan turns into an annoyed scoff, directed at himself for turning into putty just from Ushijima's honesty and respect. Besides, he can't think straight when Ushijima holds his cock like something precious. Sakusa's cock jumps within its confines.
It would be safe to kiss Ushijima. More than that, in this moment, Sakusa wants to kiss his stupidly respectful words right out of his mouth. He'd want to suck his dick too, if his jaw hadn't been sore from doing just that.]
If it's what my dearest wants, then...
[He slides his palms to rest on Ushijima's shoulders, tilts his chin a little, and pauses. He remains wordless, but his cheeks heating up fills the silence. As silly as he knows it to be, he has all the butterflies in his stomach of a first kiss. It's not their first kiss by far, but this one is a first of sorts. Normally he'd roll his eyes at such things, yet Sakusa puckers up with a shy smile.
It's like their first kiss: a little off-center, slightly breathless, and too intentional. At the same time, it's all new; Sakusa knows to part his lips in that way they both like, and he takes it a lot slower, letting his lips linger and drag between breaths. He knows to follow up long kisses with a few short ones now, and the novelty of a first-time paired with fond experience has Sakusa squirming in Ushijima's lap just as impatiently as the first time Ushijima had kissed him until he was hard, breathless, and wanting.
When he finally pulls away, his pout is demure but sated. The blush has overtaken every part of his face, but the look in his eye is focused. A line of saliva shared between him dribbles down his lip until his tongue swipes at it.]
[And while Sakusa internally debates on whether he should kiss him or not, Wakatoshi keeps his hand locked around Sakusa's cock with a strength that varies from loose and barely there to firm and greedy, never an in-between. When Sakusa's lips make first contact with his, he sighs out a pleased yes before he responds. Chaste and gentle at first, and slow, always slow, before he allows zeal to guide him.
Mouth parting, his tongue can't help a teasing sweep inside the other's, sighing softly when the taste of something warm and slightly salty hits his tastebuds. Ah, so this is what I taste like for someone else... -- his own taste isn't exactly foreign to him, thanks to some eager experimentation on his part during his teen years. But it's different when shared with someone else. Enticing, even.
The sighs turn into a moan when more and more of his own flavor hits him, just as Sakusa begins to rock his hips, prompting Wakatoshi to palm at his ass with his free hand, greedily squeezing and kneading over the bunched-up fabric of the apron.]
Mmn...
[Pulling back and breathing out through his mouth, the air between them so humid now, his other hand still maintains its hold over Sakusa's dick, stroking and pulling him with wanton fervor.]
[Although Sakusa would wince at the mere thought of kissing after a blowjob and judge anybody who admitted doing it under regular circumstances, a naughty thrill heats his body as he commits the taboo. Like an instinct guiding him, he rocks into the grip around his cock and moans into Ushijima's mouth, spreading his lover's taste over every molar, palate, and papilla. At first Sakusa's eyes are clenched shut, like a child too scared to look, but as he relaxes into the kiss, he dares to look, and what he sees blows his pupils dark. His hips stutter against Ushijima's warm hand, a gasp escaping amidst the wet pop when he pulls away. He's not smiling, not quite, but his lips are wet and red, and his usual sharp focus has been replaced with something hazier and lust-lost. It takes a few blinks before he remembers how to word.]
I don't hate it as much as I thought I would. I think... I'd like to do more gross things with you. Do you have any suggestions?
[He'd already been turned on, but the irony of liking something so out of character for himself is an adrenaline rush that provides excess energy. He ruts more needily against Ushijima's hand with deep, soft breaths, not even realizing the motions himself. Besides, what he'd thought he wanted was fine enough, but there's an unusual heat stirring at the possibilities unknown.]
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Sakusa's long fingers slip into the waistband and follow the length down to his balls, where he cups them and begins petting the soft pair. His free hand eagerly twitches as he finally pulls down the waistbands, and Sakusa stares when Ushijima's cock bobs free off its confines right at his eye level. It smells amazing and looks even better. He can't wait to suck it...]
I've waited a long time for this.
[He admits it in the same tone he'd been using all along, but this remark is sincere. Since he'd had the cock inside of him, he had touched himself, fantasized, and, hell, dreamed about sucking it. He smiles at it, then smiles back at Ushijima, pressing the cock against the softest part of his cheek and then turn turning to place three open-mouthed kisses as his lips drag up the cock.
Sakusa connects his forefinger and thumb around Ushijima's balls and gently tugs at them just as he lavishes more kisses on the treat in front of his face. His first kisses are chaste and sweet, like the little pecks usually pressed into Ushijima's cheeks. The hand that had pulled down his clothes begins to knead into a thigh, grip becoming firmer at the same time those kisses take a sloppier turn.
Sakusa takes only the head into his mouth to keep it in place while lapping at the precum dribbling down the slit. Some of it continues to leak out the side of Sakusa's lips, mixed with drool of his own, but Sakusa licks that dry as well, then licks his lips clean in a manner that isn't entirely just for show. He's always liked bitter and salty, after all. Up to this point, his focus had been entirely on Ushijima's cock, but now he looks up again, hugging his cheek against the head of his cock.]
Mm... You taste good. [Sakusa's confession makes his own cheeks flush. Right, this is supposed to be play.] Honey.
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It's embarrassing. Everything is embarrassing. How much this is affecting him. How much he likes this. How hard he already is...at this rate, it won't take much to make him come, something that Wakatoshi, and his stamina and control, can't help but feel a certain way about.
Wakatoshi blushes. Deep, hot, and all over. Any minute now, he's going to melt into the chair, he's sure of it. His hand comes over his face -- his eyes, mostly -- as if to protect Sakusa from this vulnerability. Not that it does much: his imagination's working overtime and his other senses are so hypersensitive, he can see what Sakusa's doing without having to watch him.]
Fuck, baby...
[Wakatoshi squirms, the motions making him sink into a slump and, unintentionally, pushing his cock further out into the humidity of Sakusa's mouth. Not too much, thankfully, but still enough for Wakatoshi to guiltily pull his hips back and mutter an apology.]
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[Ushijima thrusting into his mouth takes him by surprise, but more surprisingly than that...Sakusa likes it. He closes his eyes and hums into the thrust, eyelashes fluttering as his eyes roll back and his mouth sinks deeper. It's the combination of the name, baby, and Ushijima unable to control himself.
Baby. It's odd, since such a soft, cute nickname is such an unsuitable thing for a man like Sakusa, who is more bone than muscle, and what muscle he has is firm and sinewy, not like the plush muscles Ushijima's sculpted. Yet hearing it fall from Ushijima's mouth heats Sakusa's cheeks and spurs on his desire to swallow Ushijima whole.
When he looks up, Ushijima is covering his face, and that simply won't do. He pulls off to snap, and a filmy line of saliva sticks to his bottom lip, still connecting it to Ushijima's cock.]
Hey. Look at me.
[Watching started this whole thing, so Sakusa can't help but feel like it's a waste if Ushijima doesn't do just that. Besides, his pride won't stand for it. He'd been acting his part of the cute housewife, and damn it if he doesn't give Ushijima a sight worth watching. His brows narrow as he gets to work again, this time sticking out his tongue and kitten licking along the slit before taking his cock back into his mouth.
Sakusa hollows out his cheeks and that's the only indication he gives before swallowing down as much length as he can manage. He maintains eye contact while sinking down the length, tongue flat against the underside and tracing the veins. Another 'mmmf,' is joined by a sloppy, wet pop as he begins bobbing his head up and down.
'So big,' Sakusa thinks, pleased, but his thoughts come out as a garbled 'hhh-hmmf.' The vibrations from his throat rouse Ushijima's cock, which in turn prompts Sakusa's hips to squirm in the seiza. His own breathing picks up, even though it's not his cock getting coated in saliva and enthusiasm, and his hand finally slips up from Ushijima's balls to the soft pubic hairs, where he digs and strokes where his mouth can't reach.
He breathes carefully and pulls off with a slurp, letting his hand take over for his mouth in the meantime. There's no coyness or show this time, Sakusa's tone hoarse and demanding. It's clear from his tone alone that he doesn't intend to keep his mouth empty for long.]
In my mouth or on my face?
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He pulls his hand away from his face, now blushing so hot and so fiercely it feels like it might bruise, and gazes down at Sakusa still knelt between his legs, beautiful as ever, still playing the role of a devoted housewife.
His mouth opens, prepared to offer up an apology, only for him to let out a strangled noise that he'd be embarrassed about later. The hand he'd been trying to hide under, unable to come over his face, latches hard onto the chair's armrest and squeezes tight as the rest of his body follows suite, practically lifting off the chair. Even his toes begin to curl.
Head thrown back and both eyes pinched shut, and he lets out a half-sob, half groan when presented with a choice. His mind feels like it's being split open and Sakusa wants him to answer properly?
His hips lift again, only slightly, and as he feels the head of his dick brushing at the back of Sakusa's throat, he can only silently hope for forgiveness.]
Your mouth... nngh, your mouth. Please. I want -- mmmn -- you to taste me. I want to taste you...
Please...
[Wakatoshi, practically out of his chair now and on the edge of reason, has to force himself back down.]
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[The first time Ushijima's cock pushes into his throat, Sakusa nearly gags. He tears up immediately, but swallows upon contact, pushing through on effort alone. It's an intoxicatingly delightful burn, and one that is over before it begins.
It's beautiful, watching Ushijima come undone for him like this. He's a man so sincere that there's no other way to interpret his choked moans, his trembling thighs, his knuckle-white grip. Sakusa smirks while drinking it all in, not out of some sense of felling the infallible Ushijima, but from knowing that every delicious squirm and heave is his doing. He's accomplishing what he set out to do, and that is, for the first time perhaps ever, topped only by the sight before him.]
Of course, dear. Whatever you want.
[Sakusa kisses the leaking tip of Ushijima's cock as sweetly as he'd peck his cheek, and ensconces the head with his lips for a final time. Carefully tucking his teeth beneath his lips, Sakusa nods up and down the shaft, devouring Ushijima's cock in two deep inhales and tonguing at the bumps and ridges in tickle-soft strokes. He doesn't intend to stop until Ushijima's screaming his name this time.
Ushijima's trembling is so intense that Sakusa has to hold him down with both hands. His strength as a spiker proves an unexpected asset as he's barely able to restrain Ushijima from the waist down, and even then Ushijima's movements are spirited enough to jostle Sakusa's mouth and shoulders. Sakusa likes it better like that, the challenge of taking Ushijima apart enough to roll his eyes into his skull and make his hips jerk.
Sakusa's normally so controlled and precise, but he loses himself in his and Ushijima's body shivering as one, tongue sloppily swirling, rolling, and flicking as he tries to suck an orgasm out of his lover. He looks up through thick, dark eyelashes, eyes hooded in a lustful look that's equally focused and dazed. Ushijima looks, feels, and tastes so perfect like this, hot and hard in his mouth. He moans around it again, swallowing to hug all its width in his velvety soft heat.
It's not long before Sakusa sinks himself far enough for Ushijima's cock to push into his throat again, but this time he's more prepared, familiar with his own pace and the rhythm of Ushijima's hips fucking into his mouth. It's welcome, even, and so Sakusa closes his eyes, relaxes his jaw, and lets Ushijima fuck his face. He swallows along the girth diligently, little grunts of, "mmh, mmh, mmh!" barely sealing the spittle and precum drooling between his lips and down Ushijima's cock.
It should be impossible for Ushijima to get any thicker, yet his penis throbs in his mouth and Sakusa moans around it. He's close, Sakusa can tell. Their bodies rock in tandem at every thrust pushes against the back of his throat, and Sakusa swallows each and every time. He has to hold his boyfriend by his thighs just to keep his head in place, but the inertia of his movement keeps ruffling up the apron as Sakusa lets himself get face fucked. With Ushijima begging so beautifully with his words and body, Sakusa would be willing to give him anything.
Sakusa's moans grow erratic and loud as his mouth fills with the first taste of actual cum. It's alkaline and sharp, something that Sakusa revels in for its pristineness. The burn is intense, but nothing that Sakusa can't manage, especially when the cum starts pouring into his mouth as Ushijima roars beneath, above, and all around him. Sakusa holds him in place to drink him down, determined not to let even the smallest drip slip away from him. He sucks and sucks until Ushijima's thighs settle beneath him, and then he sucks again.
Sakusa pauses, breathes through his nose for a few minutes, and swallows down the remaining, sucking as he pulls off and then licking any residue off the shaft. He licks his own lips next, a small, "mmm," escaping him before he pets Ushijima's cock, gives it a kiss, and then tucks him back in with a zip. Sakusa remains kneeling between Ushijima's legs, leaning his sore jaw on one of those thighs, his voice mingled with a satisfied hum.]
Did you enjoy yourself, Wakatoshi?
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He doesn't remember the moment his orgasm truly begins or when it ends. Vaguely, he recalls his hips bucking and Sakusa kissing his dick, tongue and lips and all, before his trembling thighs are held down and the rest of his body jolts in protest, at first, then surrenders to the welcoming heat of Sakusa's mouth. He trembles all over, dick pulsing as his hips move up for the last time. Then it's too much and something within him crests, and he lets out a strangled sound, mouth open in a silent scream as he shoots his load and pumps his lover's mouth full.
He collapses back onto his chair, barely aware at that moment that he'd even lifted off of it, a panting and sweat-drenched mess. Though his eyes are halfway open and lifted towards the ceiling, he can't see anything except brilliant dots and the overhead lights. He's out of his mind, half out of his body, with relief flowing through and out of him.
Sometime after the numbness throughout begins to fade, Wakatoshi feels -- rather than sees -- Sakusa peck him and put him away, prompting him to glance down through the bangs plastered to his forehead, sticky with sweat.
Fuck, he's so beautiful.]
Haah...
[Chest still rising and falling so fast that it's downright embarrassing, Wakatoshi averts his gaze, attempts to sit up straighter. (And fails, on both counts.) His hand reaches out, cupping Sakusa's cheek, the thumb stroking across the shine of his lip and over his chin, fond and careful.]
...I did.
[The huskiness of his own voice sounds foreign to him. Nevertheless, he smiles, continues to stroke his lover's cheek.]
Didn't...realize how much I needed that. Thank you, sweetheart...
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You're welcome, but you don't need to thank me. It's my duty to take care of you.
[It could be taken as play, but it's more fact than fiction. He takes his role as a boyfriend very seriously.
Sakusa shifts position to kiss the fingertips and then begins tilting his jaw to get Ushijima to pet him exactly where he wants it, smirking all the while. Knowing that he's brought Ushijima to this point brings a smug grin on his lips, but it twitches at the name. Not in a bad manner, no, never. To the contrary, Sakusa looks away, his lips flushing from a blush. He'd thought the names would stop as soon as Ushijima came, but he's reminded of how hard he is with the simple "sweetheart". It makes him want to smile out of endearment as much as it makes him want to frown out of embarrassment.
Opting to focus on getting himself off instead of how Ushijima might have converted him to his kink, he slides up and takes a seat on one of those strong, muscular thighs. It puts the apron on full display, complete with a tent right where his hips are.
Sakusa's not sure if he should keep the play up, but it's hard to think when he's ready to be ready. He leans in and kisses Ushijima's ear, giving it a quick nip.]
My turn. I'm in your care.
[He guides the hand that had been resting on his cheek beneath the apron, grinding it over his hard-on.]
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As he squirms around in his slumped, seated position and tries to regain basic motor skills -- that orgasm was too much too quick, apparently -- Wakatoshi allows his hand to continue petting Sakusa's cheek, the fingers caressing against the blemish-free skin and curling around the curve of his jaw with care and affection. Like he imagines a husband would to his doting wife. It's a sweet and heartwarming moment.
So, of course, Sakusa takes that opportunity to deposit himself right onto Wakatoshi's lap. It's not abrupt or surprising, but it does make him grunt out loud. Sakusa is lighter than he is, sure, but he's no waif, and Wakatoshi just came...
Instinctively and without a second thought, his large hands come up to Sakusa's waist, then trails down to the hem of the apron where they rub admiringly against the ruffles and fabric. It's of good quality, probably wouldn't rip unless Wakatoshi really tried; probably expensive, too. He wonders if Sakusa had purchased this for practicality or if he'd been curious enough to try something new with it on. Knowing him, it was simply to avoid getting the clothes beneath it dirty. Even so, it's worth every yen.
He sighs through barely parted lips as Sakusa guides his hand without protest. There's the unmistakeable bulge and his fingers wrap around it as best they can beneath the warmth of the apron's fabric, offering it a firm squeeze, plump and hot, against the calluses of his left hand.
His head tips back just enough so that he can peer through his lashes, trying to make eye contact with Sakusa.]
...kiss me.
[Rather than take what he wants, he waits for Sakusa to make the move. Somehow, he doubts Sakusa will -- he's even betting on the rejection. Kissing after swallowing every drop of someone's cum isn't exactly commonplace. It might even seem dirty. Wakatoshi doesn't mind, but he's curious...]
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Sakusa slips the hand from the apron to properly feel up his man, murmuring quietly as he cuddles closer. Ushijima is comfortable to begin with, so it doesn't take long to get cozy and even less to respond to the warm, firm touching between his legs. His breath hitches while he massages that broad chest, acting just as much the part of spoiling the husband as it is him feeling up his boyfriend.
When Ushijima asks for the kiss... Sakusa stills. His instinct is to say no, of course. But this is Ushijima asking and if he's staying true to the role, he shouldn't refuse... So Sakusa might willing to entertain it. Still needs to properly remind Ushijima of the facts.]
Your penis was just in my mouth. I don't need to remind you that I swallowed.
['My mouth is gross,' in other words.]
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[Fantasy or not, if Sakusa doesn't seem keen or simply doesn't want something, then Wakatoshi won't push for it. There are plenty of other ways to enjoy him, after all. Case in point: the way Sakusa's dick pulses beneath his fingers as he strokes him, none too gently, beneath the skirt of the apron, from root to tip; the way Sakusa tries desperately not to moan and breathes out hard against the heated, flush skin of Wakatoshi's neck.]
...if you do not want to, I wouldn't be offended. You're right, after all.
[He doesn't think Sakusa's mouth is gross. In fact, the words 'Sakusa' and 'gross' don't belong in the same sentence, unless said sentence is something to the effect of Sakusa is never gross.]
As long as I'm able to keep doing this...
[And by this Wakatoshi means jerking him off. Pretty tame compared to what they were just up to, but the fact that he's doing it beneath an apron skirt makes it a little more scandalous than it otherwise would be. His thumb circles the leaking head of Sakusa's cock, smearing the pre around then using it to slick his fingers up.]
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Had he said no, it wouldn't have been such a significant moment, and for a second, Sakusa's mouth is open with, 'shame on you, that's gross,' ready to fall out his lips. The words get choked as his hips stutter into Ushijima's hand, what he was said replaced with an involuntary moan. It's Ushijima being sweet, offering him a blameless opportunity to opt out; it's the shameful and earnest way he agrees that yes, it is gross but had asked for it anyway; and it's his exclusive focus on Sakusa's pleasure, like he knows exactly how to take him apart best moment-by-moment.
The moan turns into an annoyed scoff, directed at himself for turning into putty just from Ushijima's honesty and respect. Besides, he can't think straight when Ushijima holds his cock like something precious. Sakusa's cock jumps within its confines.
It would be safe to kiss Ushijima. More than that, in this moment, Sakusa wants to kiss his stupidly respectful words right out of his mouth. He'd want to suck his dick too, if his jaw hadn't been sore from doing just that.]
If it's what my dearest wants, then...
[He slides his palms to rest on Ushijima's shoulders, tilts his chin a little, and pauses. He remains wordless, but his cheeks heating up fills the silence. As silly as he knows it to be, he has all the butterflies in his stomach of a first kiss. It's not their first kiss by far, but this one is a first of sorts. Normally he'd roll his eyes at such things, yet Sakusa puckers up with a shy smile.
It's like their first kiss: a little off-center, slightly breathless, and too intentional. At the same time, it's all new; Sakusa knows to part his lips in that way they both like, and he takes it a lot slower, letting his lips linger and drag between breaths. He knows to follow up long kisses with a few short ones now, and the novelty of a first-time paired with fond experience has Sakusa squirming in Ushijima's lap just as impatiently as the first time Ushijima had kissed him until he was hard, breathless, and wanting.
When he finally pulls away, his pout is demure but sated. The blush has overtaken every part of his face, but the look in his eye is focused. A line of saliva shared between him dribbles down his lip until his tongue swipes at it.]
Do I taste like you?
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Mouth parting, his tongue can't help a teasing sweep inside the other's, sighing softly when the taste of something warm and slightly salty hits his tastebuds. Ah, so this is what I taste like for someone else... -- his own taste isn't exactly foreign to him, thanks to some eager experimentation on his part during his teen years. But it's different when shared with someone else. Enticing, even.
The sighs turn into a moan when more and more of his own flavor hits him, just as Sakusa begins to rock his hips, prompting Wakatoshi to palm at his ass with his free hand, greedily squeezing and kneading over the bunched-up fabric of the apron.]
Mmn...
[Pulling back and breathing out through his mouth, the air between them so humid now, his other hand still maintains its hold over Sakusa's dick, stroking and pulling him with wanton fervor.]
...tastes better with you.
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[Although Sakusa would wince at the mere thought of kissing after a blowjob and judge anybody who admitted doing it under regular circumstances, a naughty thrill heats his body as he commits the taboo. Like an instinct guiding him, he rocks into the grip around his cock and moans into Ushijima's mouth, spreading his lover's taste over every molar, palate, and papilla. At first Sakusa's eyes are clenched shut, like a child too scared to look, but as he relaxes into the kiss, he dares to look, and what he sees blows his pupils dark. His hips stutter against Ushijima's warm hand, a gasp escaping amidst the wet pop when he pulls away. He's not smiling, not quite, but his lips are wet and red, and his usual sharp focus has been replaced with something hazier and lust-lost. It takes a few blinks before he remembers how to word.]
I don't hate it as much as I thought I would. I think... I'd like to do more gross things with you. Do you have any suggestions?
[He'd already been turned on, but the irony of liking something so out of character for himself is an adrenaline rush that provides excess energy. He ruts more needily against Ushijima's hand with deep, soft breaths, not even realizing the motions himself. Besides, what he'd thought he wanted was fine enough, but there's an unusual heat stirring at the possibilities unknown.]